Myriads yet be done

Hectic work and Pathetic Verbal

Mr. DAM has shown a facet of life unknown to me hitherto. Last 3 weeks have been horribly in terms of work involvement and harrowing pressure. Could not study at all. This made me re-think at many occasions whether I should do sth and get out of this place? Talked to RCS and expressed my concern. Thank God he still wants me and this gave me some relief.

But since then also I have been continuously brooding over this issue. Sharing all these with my sweetheart over chatting. Is it so easy to move out of this place? Not exactly.
Then what?

Leave alone Saturday, last three Sundays also I could not get time to sit in front my newly bought laptop. One Sunday DAM kept us in the office till 7 pm!
Can anyone imagine working on Sundays till 7 pm.

But, Last Sunday was different.

Though busy whole day still it was a different day. We had “Team building Programme” at Hotel Renaissance - 5 star hotel at Melaka. Number of management games like ‘Ice breaker’ , Bid dilemma , Group exercise , etc. We enjoyed but thought of working from the next day again in the same fashion always kept breaking the accelerator of excitement.

But in all these I had totally lost the focus. How to re start has always been a great problem for me. Being in the rhythm is extremely important for me. And I must know this by now. Once off the track and it takes tremendous effort to bring my organs back on the track.

So today I broke the Ice and took an IMS test.

Meanwhile I must tell here that this week though I got some days when I could have put 1-2 hrs at least but could not do so because –
- Laptop and temptation of talking to my wife and my baby. Could not control that.
- And the contradictory thoughts whether to leave or not to leave Melaka.

So today I managed to have a full Sunday for me and wrote a test from 10.15 am to 12.45 pm.

Scored pathetic. Verbal has been terrible. I must pull my sleeves now and adopt some strategy to finish off with the materials I have.
So I once again take following resolves
- Will not open internet till 12.15 pm.
- At least study for one and a half hr a day. 10.45-12.15 (In worst cases)
- Consider taking 30 minutes rest after coming from office.

posted by K.K.Jha @ 10:19 PM